Random

So my mom mentioned about 2 weeks ago that she's going to visit my uncle in St. Louis. Mind you, after I've repeatedly asked her WHEN, she hasn't said. Ugh...okay. Hope she's actually making PLANS and not just jumping out there.

Early yesterday morning I started cleaning the house. I still have some dishes & counters to clean, but I did make a nice dent. I hate dishes and there are so many...I'm stalling. Also stalling on laundry. Gawd, I seriously need to wash several loads and just can't seem to get myself to do it. Story of my life.

I think it might be comfortable enough to finally wear my sheriff jacket. I've been wanting to show it off, but it's just been way too hot. It's actually quite comfortable to wear in the Sallyport, where I'll no doubt be stationed tonight.

I've started bringing books and it's helped to distract me through the dead hours. To save money, I'll have to start eating the jail food. Buying snacks is far too expensive.

2 Weeks, 1 Day Down

Not sure what to say. I finally got on a tier last Friday night and it was great. The night flew by and I felt like I was getting the hang of it. It seems that only one watch commander is trying to get me on a tier...the other keeps me in Sallyport. Eh...oh well. It's still jail and my last check was NICE. So I'm not complaining.

I'm eager to get back on the tier and learn more. I'm just getting started and have a loooong road ahead. All good things in good time. I'm hoping I have YEARS with this job.

The deputies are great. I feel like after a short time, I'll be right in the mix; already getting there. But it's slow because I'm in my box and don't get visitors.

I suspect (and hope) that when I get the day shifts, they'll have to put me somewhere because there's already a Sallyport person on days...permanent M-F. So, patience. At least "Sally" gives me a chance to read like I've been meaning to.

Well, that's it

What a difference a week makes

Week One In The Jail Complete

We work 4days & have 2 off. So this is my 1st night off. I'm surprised because I came home this morning, went to bed and stayed there until 9pm. WHOA...was NOT expecting that!!!

I didn't think I'd sleep that long because I wasn't feeling that tired when I laid down. I heard a massive storm outside while I tried to sleep.

I want to keep my basic sleep pattern, so I want to stay up most of tonight. I've got some daytime business to take care of, including the bank. So I can't sleep all tomorrow. I'm suppose to attack the laundry before work Saturday night.

So now: The Jail Life. I've been stationed in the "Sallyport", controlling a bunch of gates. It's actually quite easy & cushy. I guess I shouldn't say too much, lest it be considered giving private information. So far, everyone's been great (the deputies, of course)

Suffice to say I like it very much. I get loopy around hour 7 because we work 12hrs (well, 13 when you count roll call and relief that doesn't quite show on time). I'm always very ready to go home when the time comes. But I'm happy I've made it and can't wait for what's next (whatever that is)

I got a 90 on the final

I'm really too tired to get more into this. Just thought I'd document that I passed VERY well. I think that's an "A"???

Yay!!!!

Tomorrow is the final for the Sheriff Department

So it's been about 2 weeks and tomorrow we take our final exam for the 90hr In~Service. We are going to be taken by Special Ops after lunch tomorrow. I HEAR we're touring the jails and maybe even getting "tactical" training, whatever that means.

I think I shouldn't say too much about the training because I think it falls into the "privacy" category.

I can't recall if I wrote this in a previous post, but, I was assured that I would do just fine. There's someone of good authority that thinks that by the time SOD gets through with us, only 5 of us will remain. There are 15 of us now. That makes me feel good that I'm making such a good impression on people who are already on the inside.

And it boggles me that some of these people just don't "get it". They have this young, machismo, FAKE bravado and just won't let up. They disrespect the instructor and another woman in authority CONSTANTLY by talking over them, cussing unjustifiably and contradicting them! I can't understand how these BOYS think they're getting somewhere! It'll be interesting to see how they survive the hands~on training. I seriously doubt SOD will take their crap. Either that, or they're full of it and will be ncie little students once they get out of class tomorrow. IF they pass the test!

I'm HOPING I pass. I mean, the information is pretty much common sense. And the format is simple. If I fail, I will kick myself. BUT, you also get a 2nd chance. But seriously, I won't forgive myself if I fail because I'll feel like a moron AND I already bought over $100 worth of stuff!!!!!!!!!!!

Memorial For Michael Jackson

I don't give a damn what people think!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've been a life~long fan of Michael Jackson. I was practically a fanatic; especially when I was younger. I saw all his videos, including the "Making of Thriller". I had all his music, including his FIRST recordings with the Jackson 5. I bought his autobiography and his Moonwalker movie. Never had the $$$ to go to a concert but desperately wished I had.

So while at first I was shocked and kinda numb about his death, it didn't quite hit me for awhile.

NOW...I missed the live memorial because I was working. But I'm home now and BET is encoring it. There are some parts that have made me cry. Stevie Wonder, hearing his daughter speak, etc.

Tons of people have zero emotions about this & can't understand the huge "deal" being made. Okay, there are people I don't miss when they go. But you can't deny that millions are touched by his life and music. To some people, he meant more than just music, dance or the crazy media controversy. Okay, it didn't move you...but give respect to the people who ARE affected by this.

This memorial is soooo respectful, loving and touching. I'm not the least bit surprised it drew the crowd it did and respect and thank the family for allowing this. I just wish I could have been there. Few people affect the world like Michael Jackson.

I'm really sick of hearing the bashers go on & on about it. If you hate him so much, shut up cuz he's gone and there's nothing left for you to say.

RIP MJ...SO MUCH LOVE FOR YOU!!!!!